I usually don’t post mid-week due to my work schedule. When I get my day off during the week, I do my workout then try to get some music done. So, I just wanted to briefly express a few thoughts I’ve been having. I hate wartime; some shows you watch turn into propaganda hour. I understand it is an inevitability, still sux though. My point of writing today is that I need to retract a statement that went a little too far in the last blog. I said something to the effect of comparing Washington politicians to Hollywood actors. After thinking about it, I realized how that statement could be a little offensive, to actors. I may owe professional actors an apology. It’s not like what I’m seeing from these politicians is actually entertaining, interesting or even believable. It’s not like I'm watching Denzel or De Niro, Halle Berry or Amy Adams. It’s more like my 10th grade drama class. Washington is like the world's most corrupt reality show. These people seem greedy, shallow, one-dimensional, self-absorbed projectionists. It’s very much so unintriguing. It’s the worst when they just robotically regurgitate talking points given to them by their overlords. I’m so tired of hearing “Israel has the right to defend itself”. Yes, I heard you the first 875,000 times you said that. Of course, that is true, as every nation in the world has the right to defend itself. I don’t need you to keep saying that every 5 seconds because it’s just GD common sense. I’m going to add more to this blog later, but that’s it for now. I just wanted to apologize to professional actors. In comparison, while actors and actresses have brought countless hours of joy, entertainment and pleasure into my life. Most politicians have only brought me agony, anguish, frustration and freaking headaches.
I wanted to talk briefly about “Acquire What You Desire,” a series of blogs I wrote a while ago. The series was meant to inspire anyone looking for inspiration, including myself. It was about the journey of becoming the best version of yourself. I wrote about people, events, and experiences that have inspired and motivated me, and I wanted to share my perspective and thoughts on such things. Although I am already a self motivated person. At the time I could’ve really used some encouragement. Things were not going well. Life and the world had beaten me up pretty badly over the last few years. It left my ego and bank account bruised and battered. You wouldn’t know it from my writing and disposition. I will always put on a brave face, look on the bright side and remain positive. I took it upon myself to find and consume these enlightening types of media. A lot of the media that helped me were the stories of people who had encountered massive levels of adversity and still went on to find success. One such of these stories that stood out to me was that of Dave Thomas. Now I’m not going to get into his whole story, you can look it up if you want to. After overcoming a tumultuous, abusive upbringing in a foster home. He went on to be the creative and driving force behind the success of KFC and Wendy’s. He helped turn them into the largest restaurant franchises in the world. Now, there are two types of business people in the world. There’s the innovator that Dave was, he was a food and restaurant genius, truly brilliant. Then there is the cutthroat businessperson. Some people are a little bit of both but most people are one or the other. I'm not here to debate which one is better or call anyone bad; I’m just laying out the facts of this part of the story. One of the other owners of KFC, John Brown was responsible for recognizing Dave’s talent and promoting him to an executive position. John Brown was definitely a cutthroat businessman. The dynamic of having both different types of business styles there is probably a big part of what catapulted them to monumental success. The weakness in a cutthroat businessman is greed. John Brown instead of realizing that he had the goose that lays the golden eggs in his employee Dave Thomas. The thing about the alpha personality type is that they are always trying to compete even when it is completely illogical and unnecessary to do so. Any other manifestations of strength are seen as a threat; it makes them insecure. They do not strategize well, usually. Crush, smash, destroy are their primary tactics. Even though Dave is on his team printing him barrels of cash and making him filthy stanking rich. His need to feel like he needs to keep Dave under his thumb causes him to scam Dave out of one of his investments worth two million dollars. This was in the sixties, which would be about twenty dollars in today's money. This is why Dave Thomas quit KFC and founded Wendy’s. This is not at all meant to bash John Brown, although debatably unethical, he didn’t do anything illegal. What I’m here to highlight is the strength and fortitude it took to overcome an enormous financial blow like that. Yes. Dave still had a lot of money but he also had a wife and five kids to support. This kind of loss would be devastating for anyone. All because he put his trust in the wrong person. This is not like when the market goes down and you lose a portion of your net worth, but then it rebounds a few weeks later. Nope, that money is permanently gone. People have jumped off the roofs of buildings for less. Just the fact that he was able to recover and continue to innovate. That was very inspiring to me at a time when I really needed it. One of the self-publishing creators I follow has a video where he is not just giving information about the business, but rather, he is telling his story. He talks about his own personal struggles along the way. I don’t recall all the details you can find the video on youtube. He mentioned that on his journey he got scammed for a hundred thousand dollars and was devastated. He does go on to recover and becomes a multi-millionaire in his twenties. I mentioned it because he said in a different video that the video where he was telling his story was his lowest performing video as far as the metrics. That was stunning to me because I regard that to be his best video. He said nobody cared, well, you know what people do care. It definitely inspired me the most and pretty much sold me on his program. Don’t take this the wrong way people, there’s no sales pitch coming. I’m never going to try to sell you anything. The only product I have like I said, will be given away for free. I don’t have money worries any longer. Even if I did, I wouldn’t try to get any money from you here. I’m very resourceful I enterprise in other ways. This is just to give you an example of the types of experiences that encouraged and helped me make it through dark and low periods of time. These are the kinds of stories that I was going to highlight in the “AWYD” series.
Concerning the evolution of this blog and my thought process, the long and short of it is Gaza. That situation has really changed me in a lot of ways. Out of all the bad things happening around the world, I still didn’t think human beings were capable of this level of evil on a scale this large. To have these vile actions live streamed to my phone every day has been very traumatic. It has really changed my outlook on many of the people in this world. When I think about the level of suffering being experienced by the Palestinians. My desires they don’t really matter. Me thinking inwardly about my own desires seems superficial. In contrast, my Jedi religion teaches me to only think outwardly of others. While the blog was meant to encourage and inspire. When people who are sleeping in tent encampments are getting 2000lb bunker buster bombs dropped on them, and starving people standing in line for desperately needed aid are getting blasted with machine guns and tank shells. Mostly women and children. These first world problems seem not so relevant. I wanted to address the politicians and pundits acting like they’re doing something righteous and virtuous by supporting this massacre. We are not dumb we know you are not doing this out of principle. We know who you are, we know how much money you’ve taken from special interests, and we know from whom. I could speak to all the current chaos and political theater. I understand that chaos is their only plan. So, I will leave it up to the pundits to debate the nuances between morally bankrupt and corrupt administrations. To me, it's all more of the same. I feel like many of these news stories are contrived to serve as a distraction from Gaza. Even if a ceasefire is reached it would be safe to assume that the killing would still continue. Despite that I feel like we are approaching the end of this chapter of this all around tragedy. Due to the fact that the occupation is characterized by their complete lack of any intelligent restraint. They have managed to lose all their sympathy and have turned the entire civilized world against them. You’ve lost the plot; your turn to the dark side is complete. The only ones still standing with them are their paid schills. To them, I would like to remind them of how that chapter in Revelations ends, when she is no longer useful to the wild beast, the beast dumps the harlot off its bac and eats her. Now you can target people like myself and call us crazy or whatever. Really you should be thanking us because we are only saying what everybody else is thinking. That’s what artists do. Do you think that if you are someone who advocates for the starvation children, that your opinion means anything to me? So go ahead, call me anything but broke. To remind some of you that not too long ago, what’s happening to the people in the West Bank was happening to Africans in America. Remember Tulsa 1921, remember Blac Wall Street. It’s not only about Gaza; every time I watch the news, I say to myself, it’s a wonderful world. No, I say this could actually be the apocalypse. Is that a fact? It's possible, but I don't have that information. I’m only a human being. Whether it be floods, fires or wars it all seems quite apocalyptic to me. All the characters are in place the only one left who needs to show up is the Arch-Angel Michael. If it isn’t or if it is, this shouldn’t frighten you. It should inspire you that we are on the prefaces of something different, something better, something new.
I’ll probably elaborate more on that later. I would also like to discuss some other stuff. My life is truly a rollercoaster. Not to make it about me, but just to keep inquiring minds updated on where I’m at. My new computer is being built, and it should be ready this week. It's an ideal time to be a creative, with numerous new and excellent tools available. I’m still in that transitional stage of becoming a full-time artist. I’m not quite there yet, but give me about another 6 months, and I should be very close to freedom. It’s that time of year. Remember to stay chill and hydrated by drinking plenty of water. I’m eating ice cream and taking two showers a day. Honestly, I don’t press myself that hard creatively when it is this hot. In my experience, it's just not productive. Even if you are in an air conditioned studio, the magic doesn’t seem to spark like it otherwise would. Also, I have a lot of solid trax already completed, from here it’s just a matter of the visual presentation. Still, ideas and concepts are coming together, and I anticipate publishing new material soon after my new machine is complete. Alright, weoplez stay cool, stay safe. Spread Love and the Truth will set you free. Store your treasures in heaven the blessing we are receiving now will be like nothing compared to the rewards we will receive in the Kingdom of Jah. Life is too precious not to be joyful, happy, healthy, and grateful for every day, don’t take it for granted. The only positive I take away from Gaza is that it is causing an awakening in some of those who were once spiritually stagnant. Ok, that’s it. Love ya, stay tuned, surprises coming soon!
It is July 13th, 2025, I'm still alive, this has been your Apocalypse Report,
