So I know its been a while this is my first written blog entry in 2017. I didn't mean to leave you hanging for that I do apologize. Let me tell you my absence is not for a lack of having anything to write to about. Matter of fact it's just the opposite there to much going on in my life as well as the world to blog about. As I mature as a writer I'm trying to edit myself more and compose and focus my thoughts oppose to just pouring my unfiltered thoughts and feelings on to canvas. Let me tell this thou my  life is so bizarre that half things that happen to me on a day to day basis you wouldn't believe me anyways. Not in a bad way most of time its just that even I'm a quite person I tend to keep to myself and mind my own business crazy things are always happening to me. I'll give you a examples. So without getting to far into my living situation about two weekends ago I had thru sit thru a two day screaming match and physical fight from the lesbian couple in the room next mine. And when two women have a domestic altercation its on another level because nobody is holding back or pulling there punches. These chicks said each the worst possible things you could ever imagine saying to another human being. and I quote: "b**** you gotta a nasty ass p#### naw b***** your P#### so nasty Thats why I haven't touch it in four months. I left this b**** last night and she chased me down the street in her bra." end quote. Then they started throwing blows the fight was so intense that pictures were falling off the walls around the whole house.They were white girls to.  This is the kind of crap I have to listen to when im home trying to relax after a hard week at work. They're not going to appreciate my writing about this in my blog but I don't care they inconvenienced so now im putting them on blast. The fight did end when one of the so called lesbians called the cops I haven't seen either one since and I doubt I ever will good riddance. What were they fighting over for two days you might ask? What else could it be but drugs. they were both heroin addicts. It's wasn't my genius idea to let them move in. I've seen these type of toxic co dependent relationship before and thats what happens when all the money and dope is gone addicts try to kill each other. Its sad because it and epidemic going on in this country right. I was in menlo park last week on business sometimes when I have big job I get temp workers to help  me out for the day. They generally do a  good job and this time was no exception. My helper was a nineteen year old kid from New Hampshire after talking to him I was stunned to find out that he walked two hours to get to the job and that he was homeless sleeping at the San Francisco airport. He said his dad put him out to teach him accountability. He went to tell me that he still speaks with his father and that he never got punished or whooped growing up and that he wishes father was more strict. I still don't think that justifies having your kid sleep at the airport. I suspect by some details in his conversation that perhaps this kid developed a drug problem an perhaps that part of the reason he's living in the streets. By the end of the day he informed me that he just landed a full time job. I encourage him to get off the streets and rent a room somewhere but rent is so expensive in the bay who knows. That's why I live in Sac I believe spending hella money on rent is a waste of resources.thats why I have roommates.  So this will be the last story I'll share from my recent life and times. So in my business im in out of a lot of different offices building during the course of a day. I just happened to be in stockton on this particular day so walk into this small office building I approach the window and see receptionist a young attractive asian lady  sitting behind the counter im not lying when I tell her blouse was cut so low that she mine as well been topless it was glorious. I am not a perv or dog I just really appreciate a woman's body. I consider it to be God's greatest work of art. Staring at them tig-o-bitties was like staring into the gates of heaven it made both our day because from her mannerisms it seemed she appreciated the attention.They were real to I could tell the difference. You could tell that she real felt good about herself and that is always attractive. I couldn't believe she was dressed like that for work. But I thought is cool im pretty excepting when it comes to things like that. I don't judge people. When janet jackson whipped em out of the superbowl I didnt think was a big deal. Of course when I finished my work the other office people did there best to cock block me so I couldn't get back up to the reception area and close the deal. Oh well you got to be professional in these situations. It still made my day. what can I say? I Love Tities so sue me. but regardless of your body type Ladies if you are healthy every woman is beautiful in there own way


So 2016 was a roller coaster extreme highs but more lows. Just when I thought everything I got everything on trak outta nowhere I got  into legal trouble and my life spiraled out of control. Imagine being at your very lowest point ever and the only person you thought cared about you walks up to you and kicks in the balls as hard as they can.Yea  I went thru some really dark months where I could've easily lost everything including  my life. But good did come out of it and I ended up in a way better situation then I was before. I don't have any hard feelings towards anybody. especially since 2017 has been all gravy for me I've made a lot of progress towards my goals and I've been on a steady winning streak. I feeling inspired and have been finishing lots of new songs. I'll be in the Lab with my engineer within a week or so finalizing the new album.  I'm in the process building a new computer and its a beast I-7 10 core processor for editing and rendering hi def video. Plus there a ton of other projects are in the works its nice to finally have the resources to make my visions a reality. Yesterday I recorded the song I think I want to shoot my next video to. As soon as it stops raining will get that done.    

I wanted to talk a little bit about the pipe line story I have been covering. Even thou construction on dakota pipeline has resumed mostly because of donald trump abusing his power. I dont think people should feel discouraged because the battle has only just begun. Because it beautiful to see so many stand to fight against evil. The Oil industry has all the power in this country all this battle will not be easily won.When we continue the fight in court we continue fight the at the places of business of all companies associated with this project and We will even protest in the neighborhoods where they live. I do feel strongly about the environment  and we should not be destroying this planet leaving it unlivable for future generations. I could sit  here and write pages about the current administration but I dont have to because there proving by there own actions that they are incompetent and clueless. I was willing to give donald trump a chance but he is all smoke and mirrors now I can see that he is just fraud and the most dishonest president in history. He states that oil pipe lines is about jobs thats bull. He just a puppet for the oil industry. The reason behind this is while building an oil pipe line will create a few thousand temporary jobs. If we were to steer the country towards using ethanol it would create 10 of millions of jobs. When brazil switched over to ethanol 10 million people went from poverty to  middle class. Imagine what it would do in america not only that but imagine how that stimulate our own agricultural industry infusing that capitol into our own farms. I'm not say fossil fuel should go away entirely. I'm say that it would create a healthier economic climate if they a competitor. It would help balance the power in this country and keep inflation down since the price of gas literally affects everything. thats true capitalism not crony capitalism.

And finally on a much lighter note I went and saw Logan last night. I was going to go see it friday but I remembered when I saw civil war I told myself I was never going to see a movie on the first day it comes out again.  So I went Sunday after I hit the gym. On a side note I got to say I love the gym dynamic in march all the new years resolution people and already fell off. And all the regulars are hitting it hard getting ready for spring and summer it awesome. but anyways back to the movie. Great flic the acting and dialogue exception. patrick stewart played his best version on professor X to date. Maybe it was because the movie was rated r but the writing was so much better then your typical marvel film not that they do a bad because there films are usually pretty good but this one was excellent. The characters were engaging and the action was non stop. I will say this movie is rated R not for young kids and it is very violent, brutal, and graphic. but all in all very good story maybe the best movie of the x-men franchise