What’s happening, everybody? Thanks for stopping by. Let’s just jump straight into the mix. So, as I’m sure you already know, there has been another public execution by ICE. The victim’s name this time was Alex Pretti. He was an ICU nurse at a veterans hospital. From the pictures of him wth his mountain bike, he seemed like a real menace to society to me. I send my condolences. He seemed like a great person. This is another of many examples of completely unnecessary tragedies perpetrated by a rogue army of lawless, mindless, violent, ruthless hethans. Sent to persecute the good people of Minnesota for political reasons. Over the past few weeks, as I’ve watched footage not only, of the public executions, but also the beating up of a pregnant lady. Who could ever forget the video of ICE dragging the paralyzed lady from her car by her hair. They tear-gassed a family, including a toddler, who lost consciousness and had to go to the emergency room. all of these people, who were American citizens. All of these images bring up many thoughts and feelings. First off, it is an example of the erosion of society of an empire in collapse. If you look at the completely unnecessary adversarial dichotomy between local and federal authorities, it comes across as amateurish. It's like getting into a physical fight with someone in your own family or fighting with your own team during a game. It all starts at the top, piss poor leadership, incompetence, and an inability to plan or strategize. I’m not going to dwell on this sad set of events. The people in charge of this total failure of an operation are doing a good enough job of making themselves look awful. This all taking place in Minneapolis, I can’t help but think about what if Prince were still alive? I bet he would be on fire right now. I wonder what he would think about what’s going on and the music he might be making now. I miss that guy.
As I understand it like half the country is frozen over. The death toll is getting close to twenty. I want to send my regards. I have never in my life experienced such extremely frigid conditions. I hope you stay safe and stay warm. Hopefully, you have somebody to cupcake with. Sometimes in the winter, I like to go get a cabin in Tahoe and eat gourmet soups and drink hot chocolate soymilk with cinnamon rolls. Then fall asleep by a crackling fireplace. Try to keep in mind that this is another climate event. While an argument can be made that these winter storms have and will continue to occur. A reasonable person would also consider trends, patterns, and all available facts and data. They have to come to the logical conclusion that these storms are occurring more frequently and intensifying. The science is sound. I will not waste my time and energy to entertain the musings of the willfully ignorant. We shouldn’t risk throwing our planet’s ecosystem equilibrium so far out of balance that it becomes no longer an ideal place for humanity and all of creation to thrive.
So last time around, I was expressing myself, venting my frustration regarding this major life event and family crisis I happen to be dealing with currently. I just wanted to follow up on that a bit. First, I wanted to say that I should have gotten the hint that I wasn’t on a roller coaster, because roller coasters are fun. I love roller coasters. This situation has not at all been fun it has been the opposite of fun. As a matter of fact, the only thing it has in common with a roller coaster is that they are both nerve wracking. Nonetheless, the runaway train has arrived safely in Crazytown. Apparently, Crazytown is located somewhere in Missouri. New Year's Eve was like the climax of craziness. Now things are not over but are starting to settle down. I’m definitely feeling a lot better than I was then. It's still somewhat of a sensitive issue, we’re still in crisis territory, but moving closer to a resolution. It wasn’t just that it was a close relative having what seemed to be some sort of mental issue or episode. It was just the most bizarre set of circumstances you could ever imagine. Everyone involved all the lawyers, all the investigators, even the judge said they had never seen anything like it before. It’s just one of those quirky Terrantino style movies that used to come out in the mid to late nineties. I literally will one day have it transcribed into a screenplay and try to sell it. On top of all that, there is this enormous amount of money at play and at risk. literally a fortune, multi generational wealth. Most Americans unfortunately, will never save that kind of money. Especially Africans in America, descendants of slaves most will never possess generational capital. This is not the case for everybody, some people will beat the odds. I have several millionaires and multi-millionaires in my family. That’s besides the point, which is that since there was no one else around to do anything, I was forced into the position of doing all I could to not allow those resources to be lost. I basically had to put my life on hold to run and put out this fire that I didn’t start. This situation really threw me for a loop. I’m a creature of habit and it completely took me out of my routine. What I think bothered me so much about the situation is that I am such a logical person. You may think that because I’m an artist and I make music, that I’m more emotionally driven. But actually it’s the opposite. All my decisions and actions are based on logic and facts. This whole situation was so illogical and irrational that it literally broke my brain. It made so little sense that I would become upset just thinking about it. What was a crisis has not become a tragedy and things may just turn out for the best for everyone involved. It’s not over, but I feel like I can start thinking about my future with a clearer state of mind. For now, I’m going to stop right there, but this blog isn’t over. There is some other stuff I want to get into, like what I’ve been cooking up in the lab and some of my plans, and much more. If you’re in the chill zone, stay warm everybody else, stay smoove, stay tuned, talk to you soon,
Let’s continue this discussion. I’m going to focus more on personal and business issues. I’ve been distracted from that as of late. I told you a little bit about my family issue that has been taking up some of my time and energy. Whenever large sums of money are at stake, things seem to get complicated. I’m dealing with it, and as we get closer to a resolution, I’m feeling a lot better. It’s not so heavy on my mind anymore. I have to admit that one of my character flaws is that I have a one trac brain. When I have something on my mind, it’s tough to focus on other stuff. For a while, I was trying not to think too far into the future. Because when you have this colossal unresolved issue that could land in many different possible ways. My thought process is let me wait to see what happens there first before I plan my next move. All these different moving parts and unknown factors create a significant amount of uncertainty about my near future. That uncertainty was causing me to feel anxiety. Different situations affect people differently.
Some things that may not bother me may cause a significant amount of stress for someone else. I remember reading an article in a science journal about how babies can experience significant stress early in life. I learned it could severely affect emotional development. It could be something simple, like their mother not being in the room and them not knowing where she is. Or they dropped their pacifier or teething ring and can’t reach it. Something so simple for someone just a little older could cause a baby a considerable amount of anxiety and cortisol, which is a toxin. I’m generally cool, calm, and collected, and I handle most situations in stride, but this situation really bothered me and had me feeling some type of way. Now I’m feeling so much better and even better every day. It’s not the first thing on my mind when I wake up in the morning, holding me down in bed like a ten thousand pound weight. I feel like I’m coming out of a haze or a fog and my thoughts are becoming clearer. Lately, I’ve been making plans and strategizing. I’ve mentioned going into semi-retirement in the near term. That’s still the plan, I even have a specific date in mind. What I mean explicitly by semi-retirement is me leaving driving a commercial vehicle behind and resume the Hustle, the stars are lining up and the time is looking prime. I’m going to tell you all about it, plus a lot more, very soon, so stay tuned.
Alright, now let’s start up this discussion again. I kind of just wanted to say what’s up to everybody. I hope you're doing well. I hope 2026 is treating you favorably so far. I don’t know how far I’ll get today. I got kind of a late start, and there’s a lot I wanted to say before I close out this post and move on to the next one. I do have some extra time coming up in a couple of weeks, so I’ll definitely finish it up by then. Before last week, I didn’t know who Savannah Guthrie was. I had never heard of her, but to see what's happening to the Guthrie family is heart wrenching. No one deserves that. In this world, there are people who do bad things. There are people who may not have many options and make some unwise decisions. But to keep it real, there’s a huge difference between bad and evil. God will forgive your sins if you are bad but are repentant. On the contrary, those who practice evil will be wiped from the face of the earth by the very hand of God. Kidnapping an older lady for ransom is just evil and diabolical. It worries me that we live in a world that’s now producing super villains. Some evil organization that would use all this tech savvy to commit such a heinous crime. I can’t even imagine the pain and agony being experienced by this lady’s family. They probably haven’t slept in a week. My heart, my thoughts and my prayers go out to them. To whoever did this, I cannot imagine that you believe you're going to get away with this. I urge you to turn away from this path and preserve some of your humanity while you still can, and let the lady go unharmed. To everyone out there, keep in mind that this is the day and age we live in. Everyone has to remain security minded, but especially those who are public figures.
On a lighter note, I watched that movie (the Rip) on Netflix last night. It started out good, sparked my interest a lot of action. By the second act, it got kind of slow, still somewhat intriguing. By the third act, they had completely lost me, and I was dizzy and confused. By the time it was over, I just had a headache and wouldn’t watch it again. While I'm cooking and preparing food, that’s when I usually have time to take in a movie. The night before last, I watched (Queen of Chess). It seems like the actual story (The Queen's Gambit) was loosely based on. This was an excellent docuflic it was fascinating. I would recommend giving it a peep. As for me, I will probably end up watching it over and over. Today I watched (Honey, Don’t). I enjoyed this movie. It was wild, and I found it entertaining. It’s not masterpiece theatre but an unusual, interesting short story, with a good cast of A-list actors. I’m definitely going to watch it a few more times. I didn’t catch everything. It’s a very graphic movie though, not for the kids. That time of year is here when you have to take out a day and anty up to your uncle and do your taxes. I did mine on Saturday, yesterday. Surprisingly, it went real smooth. I always use TurboTax, and it didn’t take a long time this year. My tax situation is much simpler now that I had to wind down my online store business. Remember, I still have a few hundred units of my product left that I was selling in storage, and it is still the plan to give them away when I start my Patreon. The good news is have a few raxx coming to me in my tax return this year, so cool I’ll take it. It’s better than having to pay. I’m going to do a more in-depth update here really soon. I’m going to go further into detail on what I’ve been up to in the lab and what you can expect in the near future. Plus, a whole lot more. Until then, stay blessed, my friends. “Remember for real advancement, we need to prioritize people. You’re a human being, you have more value than you realize, and you are Loved by many”.
So, what it is weoplelization’z? Let’s get it and resume this conversation. I wanted to get into more of an update on my creative process and progress, and also what I got going on business wise. I get so busy writing about current events and other things. I’ve been neglecting to give you all the lowdown on the go down. So here it is, let’s talk the biz. So for the past 12 years, I’ve been driving a commercial vehicle for a living. It’s not a passion. I don’t love it, nor do I despise it, it’s just a gig. As for the criticism I may have for the particular company I work for, I save that for a little later date on down the road, for obvious reasons. No matter what, as long as you're working for some random company, there’s probably going to be some things you don’t like about it, to say the least. I appreciate being able to pay off my bills and make some financial progress. no matter what direction I go in life, I’m to continue to always keep my Class A driver's license active, just in case things go really sideways. The transportation industry, in general, is one where you can always get something and make decent money, 6 figures if you really want to hustle. This is essential work and is not going away anytime soon. When you’re doing something for more of the reason that you have to do it, and that’s just called being a responsible adult. Eventually, you should be able to get to the point where you can ask yourself. “I don’t have to do this anymore, so how much longer am I going to keep doing it? And is it worth it? This is for the people who are just working some random job. If you have a career or a business that you love and is lucrative. More power to you, keep up the good work. While I am fortunate to be in a pretty good position, as I mentioned the money is decent. But more importantly, I have a low personal overhead, because it’s not as much about how much money you make as it is about how much you can save. Let’s just say things worked out for me. How often does your job move to be closer to you? I had been driving quite a bit to get to work. Then the company happened to relocate and now I’m only a 5 minute drive from work. I drive a hybrid and spend almost nothing on gas each month. These are perks many people would love to have, like the supercommuters who commute from Tahoe to the bay every week. As I ponder my options, these are things I do not take for granted. For someone like myself who is a real fitness freak. Before I was a driver, I was a trainer. So I know that driving all day is not the healthiest way of life. It’s really tough to get your diet dialed in when you are so limited on what you can eat, because you have to get up so early, and most of the day, you don’t have access to a bathroom. At this stage in my life, I’m just getting to the point where I’m just over it. I’m ready for a change of pace and a new occupation, and more importantly, freedom and happiness. While I’ve always planned to try retire earlier than most, due to the fact that I’ve always worked these strenuous and physically stressful jobs. As I get older, I can’t justify continuing to put that kind of pressure on my system. Besides that in this world there are other opportunities to explore if you are in the position to do such a thing. As a delivery driver for the past few years, I’ve scraped, scratched, saved, and maneuvered myself into a position where I can now start considering retirement options, well, let’s call it semi-retirement. While I’m not there right now, I do have a date in mind. While that date is not set in stone. The time may come sooner, or I might choose to wait a little bit later. I’m positively sure that my timetable is months, not years; it might be 3 months or 10 months. Either way, I have a real sense of hope and optimism about what is directly ahead in the near future. I’m in the midst of a real metamorphosis, and a long awaited new beginning is in sight. I feel like the 10,000lb weight has been lifted from my shoulders. All the anxiety has started to dissipate, and all the stress has begun to subside. Well, since I’m not old enough to get into my 401k, and you never want to be in the position to eat into your savings anyway. In the coming weeks, I’ll lay out the plot, and I’ve given it a whole lot of thought, so stay tuned to this spot, since it may take a few entries for me to connect all the dots, and also I can tell you exactly when you can expect new content to drop, y’all know that the mission don’t stop, until we get cashed out for the crop,
Aim for the stars, land on the moon, stay tuned, talk to you soon. to be continued………
